First Blog Ever!

I thought I would create this blog for fun. Something to get out my feelings at the end of the day..who knows, maybe it will help someone, or make someone laugh. There is so much to laugh about..even the sad stuff. Sometimes you have to laugh at it or you'd go insane. It's the start of 2012. This is the year my son graduates. My only child. He has been my buddy for so long, I don't know how I'm going to manage when he leaves. What will I take care of? Who will I tuck in? Yes, he still likes his Mom to tuck him in at night..SO WHAT! The thought scares me more than anything. I try to pump myself up. AMY, this is your time to shine! You have your whole life ahead of you to do whatever you want. Move to FL, move to Chicago..do something fun! In reality, I don't think any place I go will help me get over the fact that I am not a mom of a child who needs me all the time. I guess this is just something you have to grow into. I want him to be successful, I want him to be independent. So I guess I just have to suck it up, suck it in, and find a bf to keep me occupied. Someone to take care of, tuck in, and feed..wait..screw that..I've done this before. Do I really want to cater to a man the rest of my days? I mean men are great, but so confining. An Eat Pray Love adventure sounds more appealing. Explore the world, that's what I'll do. See great lands, meet exciting people, find out the meaning of life. That's it. India, here I come!